"I will miss you because you were once a part of my life, because you’re not here anymore and because it hurts."
thought catalog

There are still a lot of sleepless nights, tears and hurt.

"If its a broken heart, then face it"

you I have nothing to fear.

天要黑了嗎　要告別了嗎　能不能多留一下　別管那晚霞
反正我比你更熟悉那黑暗　沒有你陪　我也得回家
你不捨得嗎　你會想念嗎　如果想到我會哭　你會心疼嗎
有誰來教我　忘記你的方法　你的笑啊　和你的淚啊　還有血紅的晚霞

林宥嘉- 早開的晚霞

how's things at your side? I made myself pretty busy lately, which is a good thing. You've no idea how many times a day I just stared at my phone wanting to call you, but eventually nothing happens. When are you free/ not working? We need to talk. This sounds like a preempt to a breakup already, even though it technically isn't one. Sometimes when I rationally think about it, ending things is probably be the best way out for both of us, but that doesn't make things any easier, or less painful. This whole thing is slowly eating me up.

i'm so lost because i dont want to regret.

i want a new beginning, and i understand that i cannot have one until i settle my past and tie all the loose ends i have. but life just got a little bit more complicated after i come back.

Hey, uhm I'm back. I'm sorry I missed your two calls yst. It's not like I intentionally avoided the call, I just kinda didn't call back. That was really immature of me I'm sorry. A part of me is still really not ready to be back in Sg, and the two weeks away did gave me a lot of time to think about us. Right now my mind's in huge mess, and I've got so many jumbled up thoughts and feelings I need to straighten out. I wrote you a short letter while I was there, will scan and post it up to you abit later. Give me a little bit more time, maybe until the end of the week or something, will you? L

Will be back on the 28th.


love, take care when you're in KL. i'll see you when i/you/we get back.

--How do you love me? he asked, needing endless reassurance.
She thought for a moment, picked a piece of lint off her dress. Choosing her words carefully.
--I think of you constantly. I imagine a world in which we can be together. I regret not writting to you after the accident. I lie awake at night feeling you touch me. I believe we were meant to be together.
He drew a long breath.
--Is that enough? she asked.

Anita Shreve, The last time they met


I know I just saw you yesterday, but when will be the next time I see you again?

"You can love someone so much, he thought. But you can never love people as much as you can miss them."
John Green, An Abundance of Katherines


Last paper tml, then 9days to get-things-done-and-meetup-with-people before Vietnam trip.

I miss you so much love.